Sometimes I wake up feeling blue,
At times I feel like Imma lose,
In all those moments, tears rush to my eye balls fighting to escape,
In every instance, I grow weary of the future that lies ahead.
See my anxiety gets the best of me, whispering words of regret, fear and pain,
Reminding me of what would happen if I can’t rise and break these chains.
In those seconds of despair, words submerge my brain,
“You have never failed me yet”, it reminds me.
In those minutes of hopelessness, taking a leap of faith, I utter these words,
I trust You and will keep holding on,
In an instance my pain, sorrow and fears are all gone,
In that moment, I am reminded that He cares for me; always has, always will.
That’s what my heaven feels like…
