I know you are up there somewhere,
In your beautiful realm watching me from above.
Today hasn’t been the best day,
Being tested; stupid rules, anxiety at its peak, expectations to fulfill.
Sometimes I wish You could just take me away,
Fulfilling my heart with joy and peace – the great escape.
I want to blame this world for scarring me Father,
My way of coping; finding the source of evil crushing it before it gets stronger.
I just need Your help Father…
I don’t love myself no more Creator,
Wondering whether my eyes are ill, unable to appreciate beauty both exterior and within.
Please make me see, Creator…
I need to be ok,
Not feel like the burden that I am,
Believe that my time will come and things will change.
Believe in the Great I am…
Hold me and heal my shattered heart,
Make me better than okay, make me whole…