Writing use to come naturally to me. A words overflowing in my mind, words I am unable to utter.
My silence was expressed on paper, My deepest feeling; pain and hurt
But lately, I haven’t been feeling at all; no pain, no hurt most of all no love.
Everything is just gone. My ability to connect with the High and Mighty, the want to do anything, the need to succeed.
Some express the word anxiety as the gateway to depression; feeling helpless, overwhelmed and lonely. I don’t know if that’s me. Once frightened by the thought of sinking, now having no thoughts at all.
I don’t even know if I need to talk to someone,
I don’t even know if my head is below the water,
I don’t know whether I am okay or not…
