There comes a time in my life where I feel sad, broken down beyond repair.
Where the hopes of tomorrow don’t matter,
Where I want to be left alone yet loved.
I always wondered why I allow myself to feel my darkest pain,
If its my burden to bare.
Sometimes its easier to blame the world than accept that you are not o.k.
The fear of people thinking you want the easy way out when the little you’ve tried was a giant leap of faith, yet you didn’t reach other end.
The pain of not being able to run this race surpasses their myths and opinions, well atleast my mind likes to think so.
I don’t know what hurts the most, the fact of that you are a burden or the fear of being one…